Author’s Diary – The Recluse Soul

Adventures for Rei

Most people who play second life are builders, scripters and creators who wanted to safely realize their fantasies using the virtual platform. Some are older people, some are disabled, while some practice their fantasies (character profiles, sexual fantasies...yes you can explore BDSM, Bestiality, Gorean roleplays and even cuckolding safely inworld (the virtual platform) that one cannot explore in real life. In Secondlife, the disabled can walk, fly, talk and have the career and job they wanted and get paid for it. You meet people from other countries and they become your life long real life friends and some like in my case ended up becoming my soul family members.

Random (02 March 2021 6:30 PM Manila time)

I am currently up on the “tower” of our house. The tower is the small look out area which is the 5th level of our our. I enjoy climbing there because from there you can see the mountain range and it makes me feel like I am an infinite being. Sometimes I will lay down…

Cluttered Life

It took someone to remind me of how I've forgotten about the things I used to enjoy and he got me thinking deeply....when did I lose myself? When did I lose the motivation to do the things I loved the most?

Fighting Pain

In the stillness of this night, I let my thoughts fly, After each stroke of my fingers, the embers of strength showers down on me, I am ready to fight. My body and soul are weary, in pain and breaking But here I am, standing up. I am still alive…. – Rei Valentine/thereclusesoul 1:21 AM…

The Silence I Need

Where has silence we yearn gone?
Or when overwhelmed, we forlorn?
Look up at the stars,
aren't we all stardust?

Exhausted

I am so tired. I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. For how long can I act strong? For how long can I keep up this fake smile? When all I wanted is to scream! For how long will I be used by the people I love? I am so tired. My body is…

Two Years Ago and Reborn Dolls

It seems to me that the universe or fate gave me my children to save me.

I Am A Coward

June 3, 2020 at 10:02 AM your doctor called me to inform you that you are gone. The pain and this grieving is unbearable. While I am care giving, managing your pain, you have limited time left. His name was Sir Sliene Mimer. He’s beautiful, his spirit IS beautiful, he was 7 and this was…

Last 48 hours of my Pet Mimer

The waiting game starts now. It’s Sir Sliene Mimer’s last 48 hours. Been hand feeding him in the past few days and he just wants to stay as much closer beside me. Already spoke with the vet 2 days ago that the antibiotics and other efforts no longer work so he told me to give…

Corregidor: Island of Glory and Military History. What World War 2 textbooks don’t tell us.

I believe that Alliances change with the wind but we can never escape the fact that death is constant. All wars are needed to gain the justified peace that we need. If not for the wars, we will never encounter peace. We are all in a stand still, in a truce, but our leaders are the ones, not just us civilians to have full knowledge of the true effects of wars in every nation. How wars affect mankind, the world and most especially our souls.

The Recluse Soul

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