life – The Recluse Soul

Adventures for Rei

Most people who play second life are builders, scripters and creators who wanted to safely realize their fantasies using the virtual platform. Some are older people, some are disabled, while some practice their fantasies (character profiles, sexual fantasies...yes you can explore BDSM, Bestiality, Gorean roleplays and even cuckolding safely inworld (the virtual platform) that one cannot explore in real life. In Secondlife, the disabled can walk, fly, talk and have the career and job they wanted and get paid for it. You meet people from other countries and they become your life long real life friends and some like in my case ended up becoming my soul family members.

Random (02 March 2021 6:30 PM Manila time)

I am currently up on the “tower” of our house. The tower is the small look out area which is the 5th level of our our. I enjoy climbing there because from there you can see the mountain range and it makes me feel like I am an infinite being. Sometimes I will lay down…

Thoughts 27 Feb 2021 2:55 AM Manila time

We are in vigil this dawn as we wait. Will Uncle fight for his life? Or will he succumb to the light? I can see the stress that my brother and his wife family are going through at the moment. I watch him as he work and stop and read messages from the doctor and…

Cluttered Life

It took someone to remind me of how I've forgotten about the things I used to enjoy and he got me thinking deeply....when did I lose myself? When did I lose the motivation to do the things I loved the most?

Fighting Pain

In the stillness of this night, I let my thoughts fly, After each stroke of my fingers, the embers of strength showers down on me, I am ready to fight. My body and soul are weary, in pain and breaking But here I am, standing up. I am still alive…. – Rei Valentine/thereclusesoul 1:21 AM…

Exhausted

I am so tired. I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. For how long can I act strong? For how long can I keep up this fake smile? When all I wanted is to scream! For how long will I be used by the people I love? I am so tired. My body is…

I Am A Coward

June 3, 2020 at 10:02 AM your doctor called me to inform you that you are gone. The pain and this grieving is unbearable. While I am care giving, managing your pain, you have limited time left. His name was Sir Sliene Mimer. He’s beautiful, his spirit IS beautiful, he was 7 and this was…

Last 48 hours of my Pet Mimer

The waiting game starts now. It’s Sir Sliene Mimer’s last 48 hours. Been hand feeding him in the past few days and he just wants to stay as much closer beside me. Already spoke with the vet 2 days ago that the antibiotics and other efforts no longer work so he told me to give…

4-9-2020 Thoughts

In the human body, there are roughly 37.2 trillion cells working together round the clock to hold one person together. If we are composed of trillion cells, I just realized we should never feel alone because we are literally not alone. If our bodies are composed of trillion cells and 70% other microorganism and good/bad…

I am the “Hero” of my Life

People were asking me why? And I would just reply, "Because I am an Uber Hero." It's because fighting, being a life saver, a volunteer and going to work makes me feel alive.

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The Recluse Soul

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