I am currently up on the “tower” of our house. The tower is the small look out area which is the 5th level of our our. I enjoy climbing there because from there you can see the mountain range and it makes me feel like I am an infinite being. Sometimes I will lay down…
We are in vigil this dawn as we wait. Will Uncle fight for his life? Or will he succumb to the light? I can see the stress that my brother and his wife family are going through at the moment. I watch him as he work and stop and read messages from the doctor and…
Here I am lying in the dark.
Sensations and senses heightened.
Embers of warmth filled me.
I was literally breathless,
I was sweating, moaning, about to pass out.
It took someone to remind me of how I've forgotten about the things I used to enjoy and he got me thinking deeply....when did I lose myself? When did I lose the motivation to do the things I loved the most?
In the stillness of this night, I let my thoughts fly, After each stroke of my fingers, the embers of strength showers down on me, I am ready to fight. My body and soul are weary, in pain and breaking But here I am, standing up. I am still alive…. – Rei Valentine/thereclusesoul 1:21 AM…
Where has silence we yearn gone?
Or when overwhelmed, we forlorn?
Look up at the stars,
aren't we all stardust?
anguish and hatred rose,
From beauty to darkness
the truth formed,
I am so tired. I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. For how long can I act strong? For how long can I keep up this fake smile? When all I wanted is to scream! For how long will I be used by the people I love? I am so tired. My body is…
It seems to me that the universe or fate gave me my children to save me.
June 3, 2020 at 10:02 AM your doctor called me to inform you that you are gone. The pain and this grieving is unbearable. While I am care giving, managing your pain, you have limited time left. His name was Sir Sliene Mimer. He’s beautiful, his spirit IS beautiful, he was 7 and this was…