Exhausted
I am so tired. I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. For how long can I act strong? For how long can I keep up this fake smile? When all I wanted is to scream! For how long will I be used by the people I love? I am so tired. My body is…

Body, Mind, Spirit, Real Life, Virtual, SecondLife and anything in between. The blog of an emotional and perverted sapiosexual
I am so tired. I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. For how long can I act strong? For how long can I keep up this fake smile? When all I wanted is to scream! For how long will I be used by the people I love? I am so tired. My body is…
June 3, 2020 at 10:02 AM your doctor called me to inform you that you are gone. The pain and this grieving is unbearable. While I am care giving, managing your pain, you have limited time left. His name was Sir Sliene Mimer. He’s beautiful, his spirit IS beautiful, he was 7 and this was…
The waiting game starts now. It’s Sir Sliene Mimer’s last 48 hours. Been hand feeding him in the past few days and he just wants to stay as much closer beside me. Already spoke with the vet 2 days ago that the antibiotics and other efforts no longer work so he told me to give…
In the human body, there are roughly 37.2 trillion cells working together round the clock to hold one person together. If we are composed of trillion cells, I just realized we should never feel alone because we are literally not alone. If our bodies are composed of trillion cells and 70% other microorganism and good/bad…
For someone like me, I look at pooping as a great thing in life. It's like falling in love. Giddy feeling at first, you have sweaty hands, the excitement builds and your hair rises as you anticipate, then relief once you let go and let it happen.
I deactivated Facebook for a 100 day social experiment and will document it daily to battle my Facebook addiction.
“Not a piece of architecture, as other buildings are, but the proud passion of an emperor’s love wrought in living stones.”
– Sir Edwin Arnold
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I know you don't believe me
When I say it's gonna be alright...
I know you're tired of tryin'
When you feel your soul is dyin' inside...
But you can count on me...
I live for you
You can lean on me...
Believe it's true!
People were asking me why? And I would just reply, "Because I am an Uber Hero." It's because fighting, being a life saver, a volunteer and going to work makes me feel alive.
It was September 2, 2016 at 4 PM SLT (San Francisco California TIme) that the Black Lions Pirate and Avilion Archer, Lord Madd Ness and Continental Navy Ally and Dragon of Avilion, Lady Rei Valentine finally tied the knot in Secondlife. This was actually a rare opportunity because we the two met in Avilion and…
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