Category: Daily stuff

Exhausted

I am so tired. I feel so worthless. I feel so alone. For how long can I act strong? For how long can I keep up this fake smile? When all I wanted is to scream! For how long will I be used by the people I love? I am so tired. My body is…

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I Am A Coward

June 3, 2020 at 10:02 AM your doctor called me to inform you that you are gone. The pain and this grieving is unbearable. While I am care giving, managing your pain, you have limited time left. His name was Sir Sliene Mimer. He’s beautiful, his spirit IS beautiful, he was 7 and this was…

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4-9-2020 Thoughts

In the human body, there are roughly 37.2 trillion cells working together round the clock to hold one person together. If we are composed of trillion cells, I just realized we should never feel alone because we are literally not alone. If our bodies are composed of trillion cells and 70% other microorganism and good/bad…

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Meet my little girl, Ling.

I am well aware that she's an inanimate object but I feel quite relaxed when I look at her and see her (Much like how few of my friend who have babies and small kids feel when they carry their babies/kids after a stressful day at work. I dress her up, take her anywhere I go.

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Relationship & Marriage: Don’t be with or marry someone who makes your heart giddy.

Love is a fleeting emotion, it's a euphoric feeling, one of the best and gives you a boost of liveliness and energy. When we are inspired and in love, we give out our best, we dress up, move with zest and glow with inspiration in everything we do. However, once we attract the person we like, the question now is what happens when the giddy, euphoric feeling is gone? Unfortunately, most of the built up facade falls off, to some, instantly because the hunting and conquering season is over.

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Thoughts about work

My experiences taught me that no matter how hard you work, once money and power kicked in, you will make enemies. Don't let your trusting nature break your heart like I did. Go to work, do what is required, go home to your family. Why? Because your family, not your boss, not your company, will be beside you in the hospital or your deathbed when your body fails.

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